Do I wish my ex friend to find happiness?

This is to the person who I used to be so closed with. I never thought ending it like this would be so much fun. Yes, it is fun. I'm tired of hearing things about you. It made me sick. Hearing you backstab me with few of our closest friends. (What? Do you really think I won't find out?) Well, thank you. It isn't new to me though, bcos I found out a long time ago what you've been doing.

Does it feel good to ruin someone's friendship just to earn one? It's sad you have to trouble yourself with all that, just to have a "friend". Sounds pathetic, right? I never knew you would be this desperate. I didn't saw this coming, we were so close back then and I don't understand where that hate is coming from but I'm done.

I don't hate you, I just feel bad for you. We've been good friends and I thought we could maintain it. We used to go to school together, eat together even share uniforms and being in a different college didn't stop us from being friends. We find time once in a while to meet and it seem like nothing has changed. I was actually thinking we could still be friends until we grow gray hairs but I was very wrong, it is harder than I thought. I was there for you when nobody else was.. but I guess, ppl do change and I'm beginning this by leaving you behind.

You no longer deserve a spot in my life. I am happy that you used to be a part of it and even if you did hurt me a few times, I'm gonna let it slide, not bcos I'm a coward but bcos I deserve peace and you no longer matter. I am very sure that by doing this my future self will thank me.

And yes, I do hope you find happiness in life.

PS photo isn't mine!! Credits to the owner.

Until my next blog!Ü

My Uke skills

Piano is my thing. Ever since I was little the only instrument that would me make want to spend time learning is only the piano alone. I've tried playing guitar but I never enjoyed it. Suddenly, I got so curious about this tiny guitar called "Ukulele" I've seen few of it but it's just now that made me want to learn how to play this instrument.

Luckily, my Dad bought me my own Uke HIHI! I am so happy! It's supposed to be a giant bear though.. But what would a 23 year old girl do with a giant bear? Probably, I'd display it somewhere in my room and nothing else. (which is just a waste)

I now have my Uke for about a week and I'm happy that I can now play few of my favorite songs which is really fun and I consider it as a #goalunlocked for me. Hahaha

It is true that it only takes full amount of effort to do something you thought you cannot do. With patience, you'll eventually get there. 🤘🏻🙂

Until my next blog. Mwa

Here's The Best Hour You Shouldn't Miss!

I like cats but I love pups. You see the difference? But after visiting Velvet Friends Cat Cafe, BlueBay Walk Pasay I am now equally obsess haha!

Been wanting to visit this place for a while now and I finally tried to play with their awesome cats they're not just normal cats! They're rare kinds of cetsss (catss haha). So they have a separate room (called Haven) where the cats are staying and you have to pay an entance fee, regular entrance is P290 comes with a (Chocolate, Strawberry & Caramel) Milkshake, I chose Caramel Milkshake and it's one of the best milkshake I've ever tried. It is a requirement to wear socks upon entering Haven (cats room) but don't worry if you happen to forgot bringing one they are selling socks for only P45.

Now let me pull out a short list of what Velvet Friends can offer:

1. Good and quiet ambiance

This place is good for both alone time/grp studies. What I love about the place is, it's well interiored, exquisite and silent. Not only cat lovers would enjoy but book lovers too.

2. Approachable & Kind employees

We already had those days where we meet unpleasant ppl and good news! You can skip that part while you're staying at VFCC. Everyone is nice and very helpful. Especially, when you're inside the cat's room. They will help you carry cats, take photos of you (even without you asking) and everyone is very friendly even the owner.

3. CAT LOVERS

If you're a cat lover then this place is furrfect for you bcos you'll see the most unique cat breeds eveeeer! And you get to play with'em for an hour or so.

4. With Your Best Selfie Pals

This is my favorite part! You can have tons of photos/selfies with all the cats just make sure to turn off the flash. And if you are brave enough, you may carry them and have a furry fun shot!

5. Worth it!

Until my next blog! Ü

PS dnt tell my pups, okay? Haha

When you come to a point where you have no need to follow trends, your freedom will begin.

IF YOU CAN FOLLOW THE TREND, YOU FIT IN! I guess, that's the new basis on how you'll be judged today. However, I believe that none of this really matter. Personally, I see following trend is like limiting yourself bcos you keep on waiting for the next bomb shell and if there's none then there'll be nothing new to you as well..

Following trends won't set you apart from the rest

What makes you think you'll be different?when everybody wants to fit in. Instead of following, "why dnt u set it?" There's nothing greater than being Y.O.U

And the winner is? Lol! Wait, I thought this is a freaking competition

Don't you get tired trying to look your best? I mean, Yes, there's nothing wrong with that but if you're trying to pull this off just to show off? I dnt think there'll be enough compliments to satisfy your insecurities my dear.

Mindlessly following trends

Do ppl even ask themselves if they like something? Or why they like it? Just bcos ppl care more about what's new they forgotten the essence of originality & uniqueness.

Let's not allow trends define who we are bcos these trends will never stop from changing. Would you rather let yourself stuck in a never ending change? Or free yourself from all this? Think of what's going to be left of you, if you'll keep on ff what's latest. Remember, not every single trend is good.

PS got the idea from my cousin when we had this awesome convo last sunday. :)

Until my next blog. Ü

5 Ways to enjoy bum life before it's over.

Remember the saying? "Enjoy it while it lasts" because once you have found a job, it's good bye late night movie marathons, parties, wonderful naps and other bum stuff and hello alarm clocks, uniforms and never ending wish of early out of the office. So while you're still at it, stop worrying, enjoy and this is how you begin:

1. Instead of going out alone might as well go out together with your family/friends

- it's nice to try something alone but it's even better when you're with people you love. Never say "No" to dinner/lunch dates with your family not bcos it's free haha but bcos you'll never know how busy you can get at the office. Catching up with friends may seem a bit off, bcos you're still a bum and some of them may already have jobs but it doesn't really matter. Who knows when you can no longer find time for them.

2. Take care of your pets

- make sure that you make the most out of your bum days and this is one of the greatest things you can ever do. We all know that there are number of stray cats&dogs. It's sad enough to know that no one is there for them and if you happen to have pets at home might as well take in charge for the mean time. Feed them, give them warm bathes, love them, and play with them while you still can bcos once you have a job the only thing you can do for them is to pet their heads. Isn't it the cutest thing, when you come home to a wagging tail waiting just for you.

3. Take number of naps

- sleep is nothing but a luxury in the corporate world. While you're still a bum this is the best time to enjoy and appreciate the power of naps, you'll only regret not taking naps once you can no longer do it at work.

4. Don't worry about money

- you are a degree holder. Nothing and no one can stop you from getting what you want. Stop worrying about the money, bcos soon you'll earn tons of it. No one said you cannot enjoy life with small amount of cash. What are the cheap drinks/foods r for? And if you don't have cash, u can always visit our friendly refrigerator whenever u want.

5. Never pressure yourself bcos not everyone has that sort of plan

- you may feel a little bit pressured right now bcos you've been waiting, and wanting to have a job like the others but let me tell you that it is okay.. There's no need to rush, this only shows that you don't go into something because your parents wants you to. Find what you want to do. Take your time, don't get a job, just to have a job. Soon you'll figure something out, I'm sure. Nevertheless, enjoy.

Until my next blog. Ü

I like the idea that someday, somewhere is made for you. Forever.

I truly admire people who had gone through a lot of painful break ups and still have the courage to enter a new relationship. It is really frightening to start again, I can't imagine how hard it is to learn how to trust, to think of a future with someone new when you had been there before and you were left hanging.

Only the brave can start again and that's YOU GIRL! Cupid's been up to something and looks like you're just ready Miss. Suddenly, colors seems so bright and stars light up the night. REMEMBER, nights you've been craving for some hugs and now while the rest of the world thinks there is no such thing as forever, You're on your bed sleeping while he's huggin!

I guess, it is really crazy how love changes everything, after all the wasted tears, time and effort. God has a funny way of turning things around, you woke up and for a moment somebody misses you, wakes up thinking about you, wanting to be with you and even if you didn't think it is true for the first time, somebody there is all about you. Believed forever with you.

Photos aren't mine!Till my next blog.Ü

You don't find your worth in a man. You find your worth with in yourself and then find a man who is worthy of you.

I used to think it’s alright for me to see myself that I’m not worthy or I’m not enough to someone. Before I have this wonderful relationship that I have right now, I also had been to a lot of failed relationships. (where did the good boys go?Lol) Was left wondering, What is wrong with me? Am I really that easy to forget? Took a while for me to realize that it was me who was wrong in the whole failed relationship process.

I knew all along, that it was stupid for me to settle to anything less than I deserve but what can I do? When you’re in love and you started it the wrong way, I guess everything follows.. I pretended that it was okay. I literally blinded myself from all the truth. Only to see them leave, and I learned that no matter how much you give, effort you make if a person wanted to leave you, cheat on you, hurt you? You can’t do anything about it, it’s out of your control becos the moment you fall for them you gave them the power to hurt you, everything depends on them now, if they will choose not to.

After being deprived of the kind of love I deserve, I started loving myself more and caring less to what others think. Pride takes place becos that’s all that was left. Shopping and spoiling myself really helps! Looking nice not for someone but for myself alone is good too. Reading books, hanging out with my friends & family, this way I have less time entertaining sad thoughts in my head. As I appreciate and love myself more. Learned to choose nothing but what’s best for me and I guess that’s why over more than 5 years of being together nothing has changed becos I chose the best partner anyone could ever have. I will not say that I am lucky, I know God gave this wonderful person to me becos He knew that I deserve nothing less.💖

Until my next blog! Mwa -Ｍｉｓｓ Ｋ