Do I wish my ex friend to find happiness?

This is to the person who I used to be so closed with. I never thought ending it like this would be so much fun. Yes, it is fun. I'm tired of hearing things about you. It made me sick. Hearing you backstab me with few of our closest friends. (What? Do you really think I won't find out?) Well, thank you. It isn't new to me though, bcos I found out a long time ago what you've been doing.

Does it feel good to ruin someone's friendship just to earn one? It's sad you have to trouble yourself with all that, just to have a "friend". Sounds pathetic, right? I never knew you would be this desperate. I didn't saw this coming, we were so close back then and I don't understand where that hate is coming from but I'm done.

I don't hate you, I just feel bad for you. We've been good friends and I thought we could maintain it. We used to go to school together, eat together even share uniforms and being in a different college didn't stop us from being friends. We find time once in a while to meet and it seem like nothing has changed. I was actually thinking we could still be friends until we grow gray hairs but I was very wrong, it is harder than I thought. I was there for you when nobody else was.. but I guess, ppl do change and I'm beginning this by leaving you behind.

You no longer deserve a spot in my life. I am happy that you used to be a part of it and even if you did hurt me a few times, I'm gonna let it slide, not bcos I'm a coward but bcos I deserve peace and you no longer matter. I am very sure that by doing this my future self will thank me.

And yes, I do hope you find happiness in life.

PS photo isn't mine!! Credits to the owner.

Until my next blog!Ü

My Uke skills

Piano is my thing. Ever since I was little the only instrument that would me make want to spend time learning is only the piano alone. I've tried playing guitar but I never enjoyed it. Suddenly, I got so curious about this tiny guitar called "Ukulele" I've seen few of it but it's just now that made me want to learn how to play this instrument.

Luckily, my Dad bought me my own Uke HIHI! I am so happy! It's supposed to be a giant bear though.. But what would a 23 year old girl do with a giant bear? Probably, I'd display it somewhere in my room and nothing else. (which is just a waste)

I now have my Uke for about a week and I'm happy that I can now play few of my favorite songs which is really fun and I consider it as a #goalunlocked for me. Hahaha

It is true that it only takes full amount of effort to do something you thought you cannot do. With patience, you'll eventually get there. 🤘🏻🙂

Until my next blog. Mwa